Monday, July 13, 2009
okay I've had enough. i need to let outs stuff here.
my boyfriend is out with his cousin from KL, and he's bringing him around
since he's holidaying here. they are out now, at 10:44 pm.
the points is im upset AGAIN
wtf is wrong with me. can i not be so unreasonable, i feel like crying now
cos im upset his still out, NOT AT HOME. AT KALLANG AT THIS TIME.
but the thing is, he is bringing his cousin around, and I am PISS bcos of that.
how unreasonable can I get? Im taking things too hard.
Im so sensitive!!!!!
i mean, azlan always stay at home this time. baru nak klua mcm gini nak marah ke erma?
then 6 bulan diier dudok kat ruma, melekat kat kau selame 6 bulan lebih,
tak kan diier nak klua kau nak marah?
sigh. TAPI DIER CAKAP HE'LL BE HOME B4 11!!! BUT HE'S STILL OUTSIDE NOW!!!
:( its so unfair. he went out today, and we were suppose to meet today. Am i the only one who's desperate for myboyfriend?
erma sudah la, perkare kecik pon kau nak marah2, asl siak dgn kau?
:'( he's out at night. how can i not worry? do u think i worry too much? do u think im over caring?
YES U ARE, STOP WORRYING FOR FUCKSAKE. HE'LL BE ALRIGHT, AND HE'LL BE HOME BY MIDNIGHT BITCH, STOP BEING A BABY AND A SPOILED BRAT.
I CANT EVER STOP BEING PISSED. BUT HE'S NT DOING ANYTHING WRONG IS HE?
i mean he's suppose to be home by now! HE IS TOO MUCH, dont u think?
I DONT THINK SO ERMA. well, i guess.
7:44 AM
Sunday, July 12, 2009
the question of the day.
who's desperate for who now?
9:33 PM
Friday, July 10, 2009
TGIF
DRESS DAY BABES
step sexy/hot HAHA.

ni nak step drama queen/vogue -_-
as you people can see, im pretty glad today is friday cos first thing, I wanted school to end badly.
i am still in a holiday mood, I am lacking of sleep and i MISS my baby pretty much.
because of our school schedule, we only get to meet 2 times this week. yest and today, pathetic kan? haiyo. This is what I have always been worrying about. sigh.
so today, I met Haniz in school cos she was fetching fajeli from school. So got to hug her and talk abt some stuff, before we parted to our separate ways.
I bused to baby's house and went to his house and ate PIZZA HUT, LAKSA, and kuih abuk2 (if thats how u spell it).
I always have an awesome time ther at his place, and his mum being as cute as she is, was such a sweetheart spoiling me with food :D
haha
after all the food, we then went out to send me back home :)
entah knape harini happy semacam :D
syg pon syg smcm :)
9:42 AM
Thursday, July 9, 2009
yes boy, you make me very happy.
but the things you do aint making me happy.
it makes me feel terrible fyi.
6:35 AM
Wednesday, July 8, 2009

we'll meet up again soon with other tuition friends :)
i love our everyday bus ride back home
7:10 AM

I want my hair to be like hers. isnt she just pretty.
am i obsessive, possessive or just plain unreasonble?
or is the other party just going overboard?
hmm. I wonder..
Anyways. I want my side swept bangs to grow fast fast fast!.
I think i look better with long bangs. Sigh
I swear im regretting cutting my bangs.
AND AND girlssss. a tip. guys don't care if your pretty with or without make up.
as long as you're pretty, its okay for them. Guys don't care about natural beauty.
jerks aren't they? omfg -_-
i wanna go shopping.
I want to feel genuinely contented this week.
at least 1 or 2 days please?
i've been feeling miserable or just having the -_- look on my face.
urgggggggggggh
something's wrong.
something's missing.
Labels: i so cant wait to meet you tmrw. imy alot baby
4:38 AM
Tuesday, July 7, 2009

those sec 2 times.
"Sometimes you have to forgive people, just because you want them back in your life"
i got this from munirah's blog. (hehe thanks)
but the reason why I stole it is because i 100% agree to it, cos I've gone through
that situation before. Forgiving someone just because you don't want to lose him/her.
okay. thats not my point in blogging today anyway.
Im now in class, suppose to do ppt, but me, being the huge slacker that I am,
decided to blog now (i finished my part of the ppt alrdy okay!)
so yea, I haven't been meeting azlan for hmm, for 5 days now. sigh.
only god knows how much I miss him.
i want my best friend to stay strong okay? we'll all be there for you, and damn that bastard i swear.
life's been okay, i guess.
10:25 PM